Selected poems from A WOMAN'S SONG
Penis
I want a penis
I want to give birth to it
so I can teach it to be nice.
Teach it to be gentle,
teach it how to love.
I want it to ejaculate itself on the floor
spread it into the wood
and teach it how to be perfect history
without war and bloody hands.
I want to wash it, dry it,
hang it out to dry on a sunny day.
I want to set it on the window sill
have it look out at the flowers,
look to the sky and listen to the sound
of a child's laughter.
I want to introduce it to my friends,
have them pet it nicely, never being afraid.
I want my penis to feel the tears of women
and understand the animal cruelty of its nature.
I want my penis to be deaf, never listening
to the voices that define what it means to be a man.
Awakening
You say you love me
then pound my flesh
purple and black,
plums and ash.
You say I am beautiful
then you explode.
And here I am, left open
to trust you in this rage.
It’s not the strength of your body
or the foul words you plunge into me.
It’s the look in your eyes.
Because, I know eyes don’t lie.
I will not stand before you
a child on my knees
pleading with a single tear.
I will crawl away, remembering
how sad your eyes are when they lie...
Like ashes on rose petals.
Seduction
Candle lit bath, scented oils
shaving my legs, expensive perfume
on my neck, wrists, behind my ears
sliding black stockings
over feet, calves, thighs
pulling lace panties over rounded hips
This ritual of being a woman
for a man
these things to be removed
slowly
never for harsh tearing.
This art of seduction
with high heel shoes,
gold earrings, half closed eyes
and glossed lips.
Dancing in the dark
watching him
watching me.
Copyright (C) 2009 by Diana May-Waldman